Just Enjoy It, You Fucking Idiot

Not to brag, but things are going great for me right now. My career is on the up, my social life is improving, I have a tan (by my standards at least) and my self-esteem is slowly climbing out of the dumpster. Honestly, I’m borderline running out of things to complain about on this blog, so much so I’m worried I wouldn’t be able to maintain my daily posting routine.

That doesn’t mean there’s quite nothing to complain about though. Amidst all this happiness, part of me is trying very hard not to be happy - to overthink thanks, to catastrophise and self-sabotage. The more things in my life improve, the stronger the urge to resist happiness becomes, but I refuse to give in to it.

Jonny, just enjoy it, you fucking idiot.