Valentine's Day

Today is Valentine's Day and traditionally that means I make some kind of miserly comments on the internet. This year however I plan on toning it down, at the very least. I would say I would put on a face of positivity and maturity, but I have already sent some of my friends a picture of ice cream and the Pornhub homepage on my PC, so... it's too late for that.

But while I am going to spend the evening eating enough to make myself sick and then masturbating until comatose, this year I am actually feeling better about things than I usually might. Sure, I am very, very single, but I feel better about myself and about my romantic prospects than I have in years. I don't feel (as) bitter towards those around me celebrating their shared happiness - it's almost cute. I'm not as insecure, and the fear of loneliness is abating. Perhaps next year I will have someone to celebrate my love for on this day.

Or perhaps I'm just kidding myself.