Good Mood
Today, this afternoon in particular, I have been in a pretty good mood - this is of grave concern. Usually when I am in a good mood, there has been a correspondingly positive recent event that has played a role in my chirpy demeanour, but today that is not the case. Nothing whatsoever out of the ordinary has happened in the past week, and so this change in my tune has me worried. I am deeply suspicious of it. Is this the eye of the storm? Are things about to get much, much worse? Is my subconscious lulling me into a false sense of security before reducing every waking moment into a nihilistic oblivion later in the week?
Or maybe things are actually getting better. But I doubt it.